Missing it...

I have not written a lot lately. I have been too busy with many things that I have assumed that some of my thoughts are not important enough to care. I have been telling myself that I don't miss it, that I don't need to put my thoughts in writing, but I have been lying to myself: I have actually missed it a lot. But, instead of finding new things to write, new things to think about, my mind has stayed blank, has deleted all the ideas that I had been having during this time, although many things have happened to me in the last months, many good, happy, and positive things, I have to say. 

I hope I can dedicate a little more time from now on, I would like to write from time to time at least because I always think that words are one of the few things that remain when you leave this world. I will try to find inspiration in the little things that surround me, and do my best to put it into words.  I would like to tell great stories and describe nice sensations. Write, people all around the planet, tell your experiences, there is always someone somewhere willing to read what you write and learn things from you.

Summer is over

Where are all the summer nights? Where have they gone? Where was I when they were going away? Now everybody is leaving or is already far away, now they are taking their suitcases and starting a whole new life wherever they go. Now they are leaving me alone... Well, not absolutely alone, but I will have to live my life as I have been living it the last three years, getting used to be at home, alone with my books, with my notes, alone with knowledge and my mind, feeding on stories and dreaming about them, waiting for a whole new summer coming to me, and start all those magic days and nights, full of sun and moon, full of laugh and full of fun.

Summer is over. It sounds like the same song that sounds again and again, as every year, with the same tone and the same melody, spinning in our ears. But I am proud of having taken no time to lose, that I have enjoyed every single day, every single glimpse of sunlight, and all those memories will remain in my mind forever.

I will miss you

You go. We don't know for how many time, we only know how far. Today seems like a normal day, but it isn't. Today it's the start of a change, the start of a time when you're gonna be so far away.

I would like to stop time to have you a little more time right here on my side. I understand that it's necessary, but it doesn't make it less difficult.

The only thing I truly know is that I'm gonna miss you so bad, that when you return I'm gonna hug you stronger than never, even more than when you leave.

By now, the only thing I can do is watching how your steps are getting farther and farther, how you walk into the sea and you take the road and wish you have all the luck.

Money

Damn money. That's only a piece of paper the price we give to life. Every breath we take is a bill, and sadly, if you doesn't have them, you cannot breath.
They say no to you to live only because you're not one of these fortunates who has a full wallet, they condemn you to suffer constantly and get your mind exhausted by looking for a way to get some bills, or some of their little sisters, the coins.
It would be easier to set fire to all of these fortunes and get a world where everybody was the same, without social classes, without economical diferences...
A world where air were free, were everybody were free to breath.

Say to me if I've made a mistake!

It's time

It's time for cold, for family, and home. Time to wear scarves, wool hats and gloves. Time of darkness, and clouds and rain, time to see the moon and the stars lightning the sky, time to see that there's a better world  after the storm. Time to think that everything can happen and nobody's exempt from anything. That this could be you. Time to hope that a new streak will be better, that all the broken hearts will be fixed, that you will love again, that the wind will blow and problems will travel away with it. This is not time to run away, its time to face the truth and start to believe, and fly, and let your dreams come true.

Say to me if I make some mistakes. Thanks! :)

Alone

She realized she had been alone all life. She had never had anyone who loved her, who  looked after her. No one had never been worried for her and she had always had an unwanted freedom. She hadn't been able to imagine how big was this, how important for human is love. She couldn't imagine how it can change our lives in a little moment and how it  fixes all the pain you have been suffering. 
Now she has found the thing she wanted the most and she doesn't want to lose it, and she fights to get happiness, as anyone would do. Everything has changed after that unbelievable day that everything turned different. It was like magic coming around her, but she wasn't able to believe. All her life turned into a continuous happiness that doesn't end. This sounds crazy, but it's how it happened...

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Together

The moon is over her head, stars are shining brightly and the waves are swinging into the sea. She misses his arms around her shoulders and his warm breath near her ear saying love words. She had never realized how much she would miss him when he was gone, and now that it has happened, she is trying to get over all the pain she's feeling. Her world is falling apart, but she's only waiting for him, she will wait until the sun raises again because she doesn't want this to end like this.

***

She sleeps on the sand. The sun is shining above her and he put his hands on her hair, tenderly. He caresses her flushed cheeks while she opens her eyes. They're together again. No one can break this moment which will last forever.

*Es la primera vez que publico en inglés. Si encontráis cualquier fallo, no dudéis en decírmelo. Gracias.
 That's the first time I write in English. I would like you to tell me if I make some mistakes. Thanks.